| Hey people! Well, I'm starting to like facebook alot better than here, so if your wondering why I'm not texting you, it's cause I'm in to facebook right now, plus my computer is dumb when it comes to trying to get on here, so ya. I've really been stressed lately though , because of school. Here's the thing, my parents hate me being at CPRS, and they want me to go to public school, they think I'll more opportunities when it comes to music, which is probably true. But I don't want to leave CPRS. Now, I'm pretty much close with everyone, and by going to public school, i highly doubt I'm going to be able to get as close to them as close as I am to my school friends. I have been going there ever since 7th grade, and only having 2 years at public school, would never compare to my relationship with my CPRS friends. I don't know. Just pray for me. Almost everyday I hear from them that I would be better off at public school, and their keeping a really close look out for me, like if I slack off at all, they rub it in my face, and threaten me that I'm not coming back, so like I said just pray for me, and if you ever thinkI'm acting weird at school, thats probably part of it. But I don't know how much longer I can take this. Most people at my school want to leave CPRS, but for once, I feel like I'm cool wwith everyone, and I'm really comfortable with everyone, sometimes to much. But anyways, I'm going threw a very unhealthy stage right now, were I'm trying to stay with my school as long as possible, but I cannot stand all my nervious breakdowns etc. But my parents are probably right! I just have a huge problem with huge changes, plus it was hard enough making friends here, but now that we're all friends I might have to start all over with a even bigger group, and you have to admit, smaller school are alot closer than huge school. Oh well, I really don't want to write any more, this is really the last thing I want to be writing on here and talking about so, on a happier note, It's the weekend, and my brothers 11th Birthday party is tomorrow!!! HAPPY B-DAY BRO!!!! I luv you guys! (Just remember me in your prayers) ~Ashley~ |
? I actually really don't want it to start
, but oh well.I didn't even want to get ready for the open house or whatever! I just laid down thinking that it would go away, but it obviously didn't. I talked to Angel, and she actually did that to! It's funny
. I just can't get over that this is my last day of freedom
! I love summer
! Their better not be much drama this year
! I always end up getting stuck in that stuff....joy...
...... Well their's really not much more to say. I guess I'll talk to most of you guys at school.